Blue

Today, I woke up crying. My eyes ran tears like a waterfall. I was blue. All the repressed sorrow rose up and came out. I wondered if it was the effect of not sleeping in my contacts, which I take out once a week. That would have been a way to explain the flood of water leaking out. But, sometimes it just happens. And it's not to say I didn't have reason. It just surprised my usual up-beat personality. So, I gave into it, dressed in blue and bought this Blue Martini candle to burn with dinner tonight when I know I'll feel more like myself.